Felix

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Lyrics:
What would I do to get my whole life back?
As I walk to my cell where they close the rack.

Chorus:
Everything's changing
But there's no one explaining
And it's not worth complaining
Or I'll be on my own
Times will move quickly
Erasing our history
Those I love miss me
Where's my way home?

Enter the room
Dim the lights
Bottles to my left
And my friends to the right
But I might
Just step back from the picture
To let you know, how much i miss ya
It's ya
Birthday
And i'm away
And i gotta say
Feels like yesterday
That i saw your face
But it's so much longer
And all the days away have made my mind so much stronger
Cuz I never think about it and I don't ever dream
Cuz now that i'm gone it can never ever be
Blame me-
Why did i waste my life?
In the spur of the moment
Why couldn't I hone it
And own it
To destroy my opponent?
You've known it
For the longest time
It's not a man but a habit that created my crime
I'm
Lying on the ground
Listening to the sound of a mouse
Running around
I've found in my cell
That I'm all alone
Despite the weekly visits and the hour on the phone
I shoulda known
Before I took that last drink
That I would think
To make the biggest mistake
Of my life.
The kinfe to the neck of the unlucky guy
Who was in the wrong place at just the wrong time.
What would I do to take that moment back?
As I walk to my cell where they close the rack.

Chorus

15 year's that I've been here
All these years have just clear
One thing - that i'm not getting out
So while I have breath to speak I'm not gonna shout
There's no point in fighting once I've done the wrong
So i'll just read off my writing and give it in a song
All along
I've learned that it's never that easy
Old habits die hard so when the wind gets breezy
Find someone to keep you in place
So that just in case
You can run your own set pace
Without a trace
I went
Fighting and hurting jus to get a little cash for the rent
Soon I'd get my food from hunting in the trash
Then I was hoping to get hit in a car crash
So I turned my eyes to the next solution
But all that I could find was just an illusion
To make me feel better, with hope inside
Truth be told, it ruined my life.
My wife lost trust of me
My son ran aweay
That's what's tough for me
Knowin I didn't change
When things got rough I just grabbed my bottle
Chances of my luck were like tryin to win the lotto
What could I do to get my whole life back?
As i walk to my cell where they close the rack.

Chorus

Bridge:
Home is knowing that love still remains
But is there any home where's no room left to change?

Since you can't take it back
And there's nothing to let to give
Is there any form of track
On which it's worth to live? x4

When a man has his mind set on one thing
There's always one thing you're gonna find
That no matter what you say and no matter what you do
To the rest of the world, he's blind
Good intentions are only as good as the plans set behind them
But if something takes over the mind of the owner, nothing is left to guide them.

Home is knowing that love still remains
But is there any home where's no room left to change?
(overlap with chorus)

Since you can't take it back
And there's nothing to let to give
Is there any form of track
On which it's worth to live? x4

What would I do to get my whole life back?
As I walk to my cell where they close the rack.